...day that I again gained weight. Grrrrrrrr! Crap like this is what saps the motivation out of a man. If I'm going to eat this well and do yard work (cut the grass today) and gain weight, then I might as well eat what I want (which I didn't...sort of).
The bad news. I earned zero points today.
The good news. I only earned zero and didn't go deep into the hole with a "f--- it" attitude once I lost the point.
So there have been four tubs of little Costco brownies in the freezer at work for about two weeks now (left over from Back to School Night). I open that freezer a couple of times a day to get some ice for my unsweet iced tea. I move the brownies out of the way, take them out, put them back...never a problem. I thought I was immune to these brownies. They could NOT hurt me. They did not appeal to me. They were dead to me! Note on the word "were." I went to the staff meeting after work and on a little table with the water were two pretty plates with the brownies sitting ever so nicely upon them. My automatic pilot flew buy, scooped up two, and at some point ate said two brownies. Not sure when it happened, but it did. About halfway through the meeting it clicked what I had done. I might have yelled, might have cursed, might have grumbled; I don't know. I might have done one or all three of those things as the principal was announcing the staff member of the month...I don't know. I was having a pissed off out of body experience.
IT RUINED MY F'IN DAY!
Eats:
2 hard boiled eggs
2 turkey jerkey sticks
1 apple
some almonds
2 sent by the devil brownies.
Daily pts: 0
Total pts: same as the f'in day before
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